♥ End the struggle and dance with life....

♥

2010-07-23T00:21:00.002+08:00

The crying never ends, the pain doesn't stops & the healing never started.

But life moves on....

It only takes a simple gesture to make one happy.

It's the heart.

By feeling it from your heart.

♥
♥
♥
♥
♥

Healing

2010-07-22T23:57:00.001+08:00

Maybe it just takes a few more days of crying.

And it will be healed.

strength

2010-07-22T01:28:00.004+08:00

It's getting harder and harder..
I'm still trying really hard.
Diversification is important.

I just wanna be happier..
Why is this so hard?
I need strength.

Am still gonna hold on no matter how hard it gets..

Fear.

2010-07-15T00:44:00.003+08:00

Courage is the absence of fear.
I will always remember this.
I must be overcome it!

2010-07-15T00:42:00.001+08:00

I sat in the shower for an hour.
I kept thinking and thinking....

If only life was much simplier..
Maybe it wouldn't hurt so much.
I just wanted to be happy............

Exhausted.

2010-07-14T23:55:00.001+08:00

I need to be alone.
Away from everything..
I feel.............

2010-07-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

The pain never ends.

2010-07-02T00:01:00.001+08:00

Hold it, Eileen. Hold it.

YOU CAN DO IT!

Keep it up.

& keep your spirits up.

2010-07-01T22:48:00.003+08:00

I fking hate this feeling la.

I feel like some stupid fool.

Hmph.

Hate it hate it hate it to the max!

Why don't you ever knowwwwwww? :(((((((((((

Yeah, i can only blame myself for being like that.

Damn.

Stupid fool, can you stop crying?????!!!!???

True feelings.

2010-06-18T01:43:00.002+08:00

Feeling kinda upset and all earlier on today.

But I guess I'm feeling all better now.

Baby said something to me today.

It kinda upset me too.

Sometimes, it's hard to control feelings, isn't it?

I guess I am really an emotional person.

I just can't help it at times.

Trying to change the way I am.

Sometimes I do know why am I feeling this way.

But somehow I refused to face it but ran away from it instead.

I hate myself being this way.

I really do.

It makes me feel like I can't be myself.

It makes me feel like I'm trying to hide my real self.

Sometimes, i really admire people who can do whatever they want without worrying about anything.

Maybe i should start working on that.

Time for bed now.

Goodnight people! :D

Emptiness

2010-06-06T17:57:00.003+08:00

Taking some time off to do a little posting..

School has been stressing me out BIG TIME.
And this is just the beginning :(
I still have a longgggggg way to go.
Wonder if i can cope with eveything.
I have lost the motivation i had back in ITE.
I have lost the confidence i had.
And all the things happening around is driving me mad :'((

I feel so lost & empty.

2010-04-29T00:12:00.003+08:00

LMS class for the whole afternoon.
Meaning I don't get to see TT21 peeps.
But I'm still glad to be in the same LMS class as wanqing, kai zhin and ding hao! :D

Side-track a little.
I must say TT21 is an awesome class with ultra awesome people!
Love them ttm!
The most bonded class ever, haha!

Back to topic.
Class ended, i went to look for baby :)
Met Mr Peanut at Our Space, haha.
Requested him to tell baby what BA Envoys is all about :)
Thanks to him!
Baby signed up for BA Envoys with me! Awesome ttm!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
I'm so happy luh.
Met Charlie at the booth. Funny!
I told him I was the one who cried so hard during night walk :/
And he remembered! Hahaha!
He said he was the one who scare me -.-

Back to Our Space@72.
Helped baby with his MAEC tutorial work :)
Walked him to the Grand Stand for his canoe training after that.
How nice I am :) Hehe.
Went home after that.
Bus stop was packed with peopleeeeeeeeeee!
Thanks to the weather :(
Luckily I managed to get a seat on bus, took a short nap.
Damn tired.

Lesson at 9am later!
I so need to sleep nowwwwwwwww~
Shall update again.
I think my blog is such a bore!
Wanna change it sooooooooooooooon :)
Goodnight!

XOXO, EILEEN ♥

2010-04-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Feeling really really really really really down.
Am almost in tears now.
I can't helped it.
Argh, i feel so weak.
:'(

2010-04-27T15:57:00.002+08:00

Business Management lecture.
Feeling bored and tired :/
It's the start of the 2nd week of school.
School seems a distance to me.
Been resting too much.
Wanna recall some programming stuffs.

But classmates are great :)
So bonded and united. Lots of fun~

It's gonna be tough for these few months.
Loads of things to concern about.
I hope i will be able to overcome everything.
Trying to stay optimistic.

FML

2010-03-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

FML.
I'm fucking tired.
Everything I do, will never be right.

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Dilemma

2010-03-16T04:52:00.001+08:00

How many a times you find yourself caught in a dilemma?
It's either this or that.
I found out a dark secret.
I couldn't kept it any longer.
I burst into tears.
Wanted to just get over it & not think about it anymore.
Just then, Mom walked into the room.
I was speechless.
I cried even harder.
It's so hard to accept.
I can't. I really can't.
I wished it was all just my illusion.
NOT REAL.
I wanna get over it.
Please tell me it's not true.
A fact that I can never ever accept ):

My eyes are all swollen and red.
It hurts so badly.
Physically.
Mentally.

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2010-01-22T21:42:00.005+08:00

What should i expect tomorrow?

From the bottom of my heart...

2010-01-22T19:29:00.007+08:00

Decided to pen down all my thoughts.

It's probably the worst week ever...
The past few days were tormenting.
I couldn't put my heart and mind into doing anything.

I came home that very night, didn't felt like doing anything.
Picked up my phone and texted Daddy Edmund.
I couldn't control my emotions and i teared.
He was very nice, kept telling me it'll be okay & not to think too much.
(Friends who know me will know, regardless of anything, i just cannot stop thinking!)
Every now and then, he would text me to ask if i'm feeling better.
Really thankful to have a nice daddy like him!

The past few days, i've been thinking alot.
Every day and every night.
I kept wondering what went wrong.
And somehow i thought to myself.
I had the answer in my heart all the while.
I just didn't wanted to be honest with myself.
I kept running away from it.

Every single day seems like a difficult day for me to get by.
Every morning i stepped out of my house having this weird feeling in me.
Every day i would spend all my time thinking how am i gonna get by my day.
All i wanted was to coop myself at home after school.
(Someone told me it's unhealthy!)
It was so difficult.
I knew i had to be strong, but yet i couldn't.
I dread going to school.
Worst of all, it's my busiest period having to rush out all projects.
But yet, i still dragged myself to school.

I couldn't contain all my emotions.
Everytime i think of what happened, tears just filled my eyes.
Each time Daddy Ed called me, i would start to cry.
The pain was unbearable.
I can hardly put into words all that was going thru my mind.
All i knew was that after crying, i would at least feel better.
(I know, a big cry baby.)

I was not only upset at the things being said.
Those words were indeed harsh, like a stab in my heart.
But i knew you were right somehow.
Most importantly, i was upset with myself too.
For being wrong.
I was upset that you were upset.
I'm feeling remorseful.

I know it hurts you as much as i do.
I'm sorry for the pain inflicted.
But please be strong...

After some deep thought, whether it would go the way i want or not, doesn't matter anymore.
All that matters is to hear from you & knowing that you'll be fine.

No words can ever express how much it meant to me.
The suppport you gave.
The feelings you expressed.
It's just overwhelming.

Even though in my heart, i know you'll be back.
But somehow...
It couldn't contain the emptiness in my heart.
I still feel lost somehow.

I hope someday you will be reading this....
And when you're reading this, by then i hope you'll be all well..

XOXO;

2010-01-15T22:05:00.004+08:00

Taking a Break. (Pun intended)

Needed some time alone.

Laptop, bag and off i go..

Out to work on a killer project.

It's do or die.

I'm taking a break to spend time alone.

And taking a break now to blog a little before heading home..

I'm sorry people, for not replying all your text and calls.

Just forgive me for this time (:

Long bus rides always made me ponder over some issues.

Sometimes i do things that i hate so much.

But yet for the other to be happy, i still do it.

There's a part of me telling me that i should be happy, and the other telling me i should not be.

This is what i call dilemma.

There's a time when i felt so lost and helpless.

I was alone.

I'm gonna stand firm and not let myself fall.

No matter how hard it takes.

On a happier note.....

I'm glad to have baby (:

It's amazing how far we have gone...

It's amazing how a crush has turned into love..

It's amazing that you're mine!

Sometimes, i wonder if it was all planned.

Love at first sight.

From meeting you, to being friends, becoming my dumbdumb boy and now my love.

It was just like pre-destined.

We know it in our hearts, the things that happened.

Everything was just too much of a coincident.

You're my best damn thing, baby.

Somehow, i'm wishing that you're right here.

Missing you badly..

I hope 2010 will be a good year for us (:

Looking forward to the many months and probably years we'll share together.

XOXO;

I'm gonna head home now.

Continue to work on project ):

Jiayou!

2010-01-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

Do, done & regret...
All the stupid things.
Yes, I feel so freaking dumb.
):

2009-12-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

Listening to that song makes me happy.
At least for today.
When i'm in a lousy mood.

只想默默地为你做这些事。

2009-12-21T01:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY TO BABY!
(19th DEC 2009)

I'm too busy preparing christmas stuffs.
So shall upload photos tomorrow, if possible (:

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES! ♥
Those who texted me, facebook, blog or in person (:

A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO BABYBOY FOR THE SWEET SURPRISE!! ♥♥♥
I love the hello kitty balloons & puzzle (:

A BIG THANK YOU TO THE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO CAME TO SURPRISE ME! ♥
Ronald, Sinyee, Kevin, Paulina & Joyce (:
I love the gift too...

2009-12-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

手里紧握着电话。

只听见电话里的嘟声。

顿时觉得好空虚。

好空虚。

是什么时候有了这种感觉？

2009-12-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

梁文音的新歌。我还蛮喜欢的。
一首抒情的歌曲。

梁文音 - 哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这麽做是我的错

哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

2009-12-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

It seems quiet tonight.

2009-12-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

一件不开心的事。
似乎让人把所有开心的事都忘了。

Feeling kinda moody today.
):

So PIC paper is finally over.
Pretty confident.
I supposed everyone is.
Last paper is this Friday.
Adv Access.
Ohhh my tian...
I seriously think Access is pretty tough ):
I'm still working on my revision..
Hopefully, i'll do well....

2009-12-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why.
Each time i read _'s blog.
I'm always filled with soooooooo much emotions.

And sometimes it just so inspiring that it made me tear a little.
I think mainly because being me, i'm just emotional.
But it's nice reading her blog.
Even though i don't really know her in person.
I only remember giving her a chocolate and sometimes saying bye when i left.
But i think she's a nice person (:

Every now and then, i would read her blog.
And get inspired by so many things.
Each time i read her blog, i kinda learn something.

It' a good thing.
I would say.

2009-12-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

知道你有心事。

自己有事，都不想说了。

免得让你更担心。

2009-12-05T00:49:00.001+08:00

Sat there.

An hour.

Staring at the door.

2009-12-01T22:34:00.003+08:00

I am so tired and not happy.

How can i be fast to smile?

Exams, next week.

2 more weeks to a short break.

But i reckon it's gonna be a busy month.

Been thinking a lot lately.

Maybe too much.

Things that i don't feel like sharing.

Cos no one will listen anyway.

But it's hard.
I'm trying to make myself feel better.

It's gonna be a hectic week i supposed.

Still struggling to finish up a proj.

Revision for upcoming CAs.

Am still sick ):

It's been a week..

Baby wants me to see doc, and i shall go.

Feel bad making him worried.

I'm sorry ):

2009-11-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

Day was great.
Went over to baby's crib for a some reason.
Accompanied him for a haircut.
Baby looks good in his new hairdo (((:
Teeheeheeeeee.
Had lunch somewhere near his place.
Back to baby's crib. Watched tv while he read newspaper.
Spent an hour or so before baby went to meet his friend.
& i went home.

Home, watched tv, out for dinner with family (:
Dindin at Lavender Food Centre. *Yumm yumm*
Food was great!
Then off to City Square Mall.
Tiong.
& back homeeeeeeee~

It's a new week againnn...
Well, a new beginning..
I think i'm feeling better now.
I hope i will be better..

2009-11-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

I did the worst thing ever...
I'm so freaking dumb!
Can never ever get things right...

If only i can do things better, and be a better person.

I just told myself i'll work hard yesterday.
And today, the worst thing happen...

So fucking disappointed in myself..

WHEN CAN I EVER GET THINGS RIGHT???????

2009-11-28T21:47:00.003+08:00

I'm in a _________________ mood today.

It feels good to be home alone.

But somehow it doesn't feel too good either.

Ohh, and thanks sis for the whole lot of titbits! =X

2009-11-28T02:11:00.004+08:00

病了，累了。

却睡不着。

好想到一个只有我一个人的世界。

觉得，人与人之间的关系。

太复杂了。

I wish a rocket could take my sorrows to outer space.....

2009-11-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Eventually it didn't turned out well, when i was really looking forward to it.
But it made me realised something else.
(Which is just for me to know, you can ask me though, i might tell)

And damn sickness.
Arggggggghhhhh~
Flu, cough, soar throat ):
I wanna get well soon.
My body is telling me to sleep early..
& baby is telling me to sleep early too..

Ohhhh, & daddy was really nice to give me a massage just now :D
Heeeheeee..

Well, i'm off now.
Shall update again soon.
Enjoy the long weekends people! (:

2009-11-26T01:03:00.002+08:00

I'm off to bed now.....
Since IE is dying on me )))))))))):
Like A LOT of times...

And i don't wanna be sick tomorrow...
Cos i'm looking forward to my date with loverboy (:

On another note, baby said something really nice just now.
He said he's my NUMBER ONE ONE FAN.
Haha. How cute! ♥

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE! :D
New blog link...
Maybe new layout soon.. Shall see!

2009-11-21T01:05:00.007+08:00

Been neglecting my blog for quite sometime.

My blog's pretty boring huh?

Here's a quick update.

Last weekends and this week has been pretty awesome! :D

Last weekends, i caught 2 movies with Baby.

2012 on friday and Paranormal Activity on saturday (:

Stayed over at Baby's crib on sat.

Lovely weekends spent (:

Side track, this photo was taken in Hong kong's MTR.

I liked it because Baby looks cute here.

That's why i posted it ;)

Then, this week there was CEO Visit and Service Learning Award Ceremony in school.

Tuesay was the CEO visit.

It was a great exposure for me.

A dialogue session with the Directors.

Short presentation outside LT with Xinhui & Paulina.

Wednesday was the SL Award Ceremony.

Awesome i must say! Really!

I really enjoyed the whole duration (:

From the planning, the presentation, to meeting new people and having a whole lot fun with the girls.

I can't wait for the next one! :D

Thursday, 19th Nov 2009.

8 months with Baby (:

Days and months seems to pass so quickly that i don't even notice it.

But i must say 8 months with Baby was awesome. (:

He taught me stuffs that i had never knew.

And i believe he has changed me in some ways.

Knowing him has the best thing that has happened to me.

And yes, we do have some tiffs every now and then.

I must say i get bruised easily ): Which i hate most!

Maybe it's just who i am...

Okay, back on track.

But these are all that makes us understand each other better, and eventually make this relationship stronger.

I told Baby that no matter where i am or what i am doing, he'll always be in my heart (:

Surprised Baby with a simple gift at his place last night.

Glad that he was happy to receive it.

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY BABY! <3

I love you.

And finally, it's FRIDAY today!

Met Baby as usual at his work place.

Bus-ed to FEP.

Initially, wanted to have wanton noodle but the place was packed.

Had Hans for dinner instead.

Walked over to Ion Orchard.

Me & Baby donated 5 lego bricks together! Hehe. (:

Then went to get Baby's perfume.

Shopped around & home sweet home.

Well, guess i'm only gonna see Baby next week ):

Had a really awesome week! :D
Okay, i'm off to bed now.....
Goodnight people!
Have a lovely weekends! <3

2009-11-14T02:05:00.001+08:00

Have some silly thoughts in my mind.
Wanna blog it out! Haha.
Wait till i find a perfect picture for that! =X
Hahaha.

Goodnight people!
Off to bed now....

P.S Baby, thank you for the subway cookies! Sweet of you <3
I think my bro's going crazy over it =X

2009-11-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

If only an apology could heal a bleeding heart...

2009-11-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

我不了解。

2009-11-11T22:19:00.003+08:00

I used to wonder...
Why some people would blog a few words, one sentence or a few?
I often find it a bore to read such blogs.
Readers would always want something juicy, saucy and interesting to read.
But now, i think i understand why...
Sometimes i also find it a bore to read long lengthy post.
Ironically, i often write long lengthy post.
But who cares? Right?
It's just a space for me to pen down my thoughts.
& maybe a place to relieve some stress from an exhausted day.
But i do apreciate some lengthy post that i find it so meaningful (:

Anyway, that's all for this post!
Just some random thoughts.
Enjoy your week, people! :D

P.S I can't wait to meet my lovelies tomorrow at simei! <3
P.S.S Does it really matter? Or maybe it does?

2009-11-11T01:27:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with Diana Multi Pinhole Operator!

Thanks a million to Sis! :DDD

She bought me this as a birthday gift! Awesome!

I've always wanted a holga, like a few years back.

But i just could bear to part with my money =X

Now Sis has bought it for me.

OMG, i can't believe i'm having it nowwwww! :D

Even the box looks so adorable.

Baby & I are gonna try it this week.

Wheeeeeeeeeeee~

On another note, it's been a while since i had long coversations with Baby.

Baby's been rather tired these days & doctor asked him to have ample rest.

Therefore, we haven't had much time to talk.

I know our date this friday is gonna be awesome (:

Baby, i miss you ):

But i reckon you won't be seeing this.

Maybe few weeks later, you will ):

2009-11-08T01:29:00.001+08:00

For all i know.

It hurts..

2009-11-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

Environment changes.

Things changes.

People changes.

Everything changes.

I miss those days when you were around.

Enough of rantings.

Time to head back to do work ):

Lots of stuffs to complete...

Not enough timeeeeeeeee............

Baby just texted me!!! :D

Okay, that's random.

2009-11-03T22:46:00.005+08:00

Mundane days at school.
No interesting events.

Increasing workload.

So many things, so little time.

I'm so tired. So tired of everything..

I want a break badly ):

2009-10-30T00:36:00.002+08:00

I don't always mean what I say.
Sigghhhhhhsss ):

2009-10-29T00:31:00.005+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy.
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I suppose everyone knows this song.
Was listening to this song on baby's touchy..
Well, i'm still very much in love with song <3
This song means a lot to me.
Even though it is a pretty old song, i'm still not sick of it.
There's just something about this song that makes me addicted to it.

2009-10-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the afternoon.
Head out to meet Sinyee and her friend, Amelia (:
Met them at Suntec.
Walked around and settled down for dinner at Shaw.
Chatted for quite a while after dinner..
Then, we walked back to Marina.
We just kept walking and walking aimlessly.
MS is getting more and more boring now.. Haha.
Amelia went off to catch movie, while Me and Sinyee went to shop for a short while.

We then went 7 eleven to get snacks, sweets and alcohol.
Headed to Singapore Flyers there to slack. Hahaha.
Me and Sinyee emo, lols. XD
Had a small chat, but didn't really talked alot.
I don't know why.. I didn't feel like talking alot.
Physiclly there, but my mind seems to be elsewhere.
I don't feel like me today.
It's just weird.
Very weird.

Then, wanted to join Edmund & Frankie for drinking.
But changed our mind.
Ohhh, and we met Ayu there also! :D
Damn coincident! Haha!
Ayu saw the empty vodka bottle, she also wanted to drink.
Went 7 eleven to help her get Bacardi.
Off she went to take cab as she working supper shift tonight.
Me and Sinyee went to slack again. LOL.
I was dead tired after half an hour or so.
We took a cab back to my place & she went to meet Kevin (:

HOME SWEET HOME~
I wanna sleep soon ):

2009-10-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

Stop being pretentious.
I appreciate all that you have done.
But..............................
I don't need someone like you in my life.
I do what i think is right.
So don't interfere aymore.
Just get on with your own life.
I'm good.
Just let it be this way, please.
I would appreciate it very very much.

Side-track.
This space.....
It will just be about my daily life and rantings.
It will no longer be a place where i can just let my feelings flow..
Maybe somewhere else for now...

2009-10-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

Finally, back to school..
A week and 3 days.
Just for a short period & i'm packed with so many things to do..

But days in school has been mundane.
Doing the same old thing over and over again.
Sometimes, i'm looking forward to it.
Sometimes, i'm not.
First day of the week, sick again.
Been flu-ing for the past few days and it sucks ): ):
I can't get to sleep.

Talking about this reminds me of the HK trip.
It's been like ages since i was so sick.
It was really bad, really bad. Sick for entirely 4 days.
& I ought to thank baby for taking care of me during those days (:

On another note, i miss my girls ):
Daph & Ee wen on attachment.
Airu is in Simei & Jasmine in Bishan.
I can't wait for our next outing together, hehe. <3
Still can't get enough of the days in HK..

P.S Counting down, 2 more days till friday so i can meet baby again :D

2009-10-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

Ignorance is bliss..

I don't wanna know the truth.
I hope this is not for real.
I have never dreamt that this would happen.
Tell me that it's all a dream...
Yes, a dream......
It's not gonna happen to me....
Nooooooooooo............

On other note, i can't wait for friday to arrive....
I'm missing baby so much.
Even though it was just a few days ago since we last met.
And we have been talking over the phone almost every night.
But, i still can't wait to meet him (:
Baby's been busy with work.
He started his attachment on Monday, which is also the day the new school term starts.
Am still adapting to school life.
Trying to enjoy this last semester as much as possible (:
Mmmmm........................
Just 2 more days to friday... I'm counting down.. Hehe.
Baby, i blogged about you. Hahaha! ;D

Guess i'm heading off to bed real soon.
Kinda in a lousy mood today..
Sigghhhsss.
Will try to update more often.
I know i have been neglecting this space due to the overseas trip.
Stay tuned!!!!! (:

2009-10-08T02:07:00.002+08:00

Lack of updates, i know!
I'm finding time to update...
So packed with programmes everyday...

I'm back from Hong kong! :D
But i'm missing everyone~
I can't wait to meet the lovely people on friday!!!!!!
Hong kong trip was great i guess.
Even though unhappy things did happen.
But, i still enjoyed myself! :D

Met up with BM peeps today~
Awesome awesome...
It's been a while since i last hung out with them.
I asked Baby along for the BBQ.
I'm happy that Baby got along well with them :D
They're still as humorous as ever... Haha.

K-session with Twinny & peeps tomorrow! :D
Yay, i can't wait tooooooooo~

Off to bed now!
If not i'm so gonna get nagged by Baby again.
Stay tuned for updates okay? :D

P.S Baby, flyers with you today was AWESOME!
I love you! <3

2009-10-08T01:58:00.000+08:00

就像一颗烂苹果。

2009-10-05T02:15:00.000+08:00

FUCK. I HATE MYSELF!

Don't ask.

2009-09-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hey people! Do check this out!

ELYZIA is releasing their FIRST EP!

And what's more, it's FREEEEEEE.........

Pre-order starts NOW!!

Simply just go to their website WWW.ELYZIABAND.COM to order a copy!

Please show your support for Elyzia~~~

2009-09-26T14:06:00.002+08:00

Just wanna share something that made me laugh (:
Thanks to J.

Written Speech:

Good morning school! I am Paulina, Secretary of the school Interact Club.
Today, there will be a blood donation drive held at the school's multi-purpose hall.
If you're interested please come down.
And remember, when you give blood, you save lives.
Thank you!

Spoken Speech by Paulina:

Good morning shoes! I am Paurima, Seketolie of the shoe intoract crub.
Today, there will be a brad donation drive held the the shoe's multi-porpose hall.
If you're intorestored prease come down.
And revember, when you give brad, you save flies.
Thank you!

Spoken Speech by Paulina (in chinese) direct translation:

早安啊鞋子们！我是多是把，智商碎片的秘书。
今天我们在鞋子的礼堂有捐面包活动。如果你们有兴趣请来。
请记得，当你们捐面包的时候，你们救了苍蝇。
谢谢！

2009-09-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

Safely landed in Hong Kong in the afternoon today (:

Typhoon typhoon typhoon.

Bought Burger King as our dinner..

Headed to Fok Ying Tung Hall of Residence by coach.

Settled our luggage and stuffs, we headed the Supermarket to get food.

Probably will be staying indoors tomorrow ): Hopefully not.

Anyway, my roommates are Ee wen & Daph! :D

I'm like with Ee wen wherever i go! Haha.

Sitting beside each other on the place, same group and what's more, we're roommates now! :D

Alright, i have to go now..

Shall update again when i'm free.

Seems like Day One is going smoothly apart from the typhoon...

P.S Thank you everyone who sent me off at the airport today (: & all those who dropped me an sms. Of course not forgetting, Mr George! :D

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!

2009-09-06T01:48:00.006+08:00

Decided to give this a miss ):

Because it's 2 days before i'm leaving for HK.

But well, if you people out there likes acoustic songs, or those really raw, like demo kind of music.

You should go for this Sofa Acoustic Session.

It's definitely worthwhile!

If you have missed today's session on 100.3fm.

You can catch Kathryn Wong & Shopkeeper R on Capital 95.8fm this sunday, 6 sept, after 7.30pm!

You can hear her singing live on radio. Sneak peak! (:

*********************************************

Here to promote Elyzia. Teehee! (:
Personally, i really like their songs.
It's hard to come by a chinese rock band.
Usually, those popular bands are those who are into english songs.

Anyway, they will be having a gig next week.

The details of the gig are below.

If you are interested, check out their website for more details (:

http://www.elyziaband.com/

Venue: Home Club (The Riverwalk, B1-01/06, 20 Upper Circular Road)
Date: 17 September 2009, Thursday
Time: 8.30pmEntry: $12 for 2 beers/house pours/Non-alcoholic

* Happy Hour Rates all night long.

*************************************

Let me just share a little about how i got to know them.

Honestly, i've never heard of Elyzia before.
I believe there are many local talents out there somewhere which have yet been discovered.
I'm sure many will agree with me on this.
I first got to know about them through an ex-colleague of mine, now a friend (:
(He's the guitarist of Elyzia by the way)
Attended one gig during Singapore Street Festival 2009 @ Vivocity.
Slowly, i started to have some interest in their songs.
Gotten their recording from my friend.
As i kept listening to their, i began to like their songs.
& now i even know how to sing. Haha!

Then, i attended another gig during the Singapore Food Festival @ Clarke Quay.
& that was when i got to know them personally.
Even though we just met, but they were really friendly & humorous
Not snobbish at all.
The 2nd time we met was during the Yamaha Asian Beat 2009.
But unfortunately, i didn't get to watch them perform.
Still, had a great time hanging out with these musicians.

To me, i think they are a group of really awesome people who are really passionate about music.
They are always growing & improving, composing more nice & great songs.
I could feel their love for music.
& with that passion that keeps them going..
I believe someday they will be able to touch many people's heart with their music and be an inspiration to many!

Hope they will compose more great music as they move on through this journey in their music life!

ROCK ON ELYZIA! ^^

2009-09-06T00:09:00.004+08:00

Hello people!
I decided to write up a post today (:
No pictures! Sorry! I'm kinda lazy...
A long post i think.
Simply because i think i had a blast today!
A BLAST literally! Haha.
Blast of awesome music! ;)

Side tracked a little.
I had a busy morning and afternoon.
Rushed down to Clarke Quay in the afternoon.
Wanted to get Churros as a surprise for baby..
But the shop wasn't open i think. Disappointment ):
Went Central to get mini donuts for baby instead.
Some unhappy stuffs happened in between, was kinda upset.
Lalalalalalalalalala~ Shall skipped that. Not impt luh.

Then, train-ed down to Clarke Quay to meet Twinny & JP.
Joined Elyzia at their jamming session (:
& that was the BLAST i'm talking about. Haha!
I love their new songs!!!!! :DD
I'm so disappointed that i can't attend their gig on 17thsept.
Because by then, i'm already at HK ):
Ohhh, & the drummer's damn cool when he's playing the drums.
The first time i've seen their ex-drummer..
It's always fun hanging out with them.. Woohoo~
After the jamming session, we went to eat and chit chat..
Frankie said i turned down the invitation to their gig ):
& said Twinny haven't even reply. Haha!
I will try to get gifts for them when i'm back (:

After that, all of them went off.
While Me, Twinny & JP went over to chill at Casual Poet.
Cookies milkshake, my love as usual (:
Played a couple of games. Took pictures.
Home Sweet Home~

Listened to radio on my way back home.
Kathryn Wong & Shopkeeper R on 100.3fm today!
(If you missed it, you can catch them tmr, check out the details at my next post.)
I kinda like Kathryn Wong's song.
Currently, i'm listening to 谁可以
I wanna get her album if possible (:
I think Flavour of The Month is nice too.
Heard it on air just now.

Enjoyed my day totally! :D

P.S Part of my metal bed frame fell on my leg just now. My feet's damn freaking painful now! )': *cries*

P.S.S I's upset & yet i'm not. Contradicting.

P.S.S.S Check out my next post! & then i'm off to study killer module ERP! (:

2009-08-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

多少的快乐，都比不过一次的心碎。

2009-08-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

那年的生日愿望，我把它给了你。

很傻吧。

可是，那时候就不知不觉许下了那个愿望。

很傻的我，也想过永远都不说。

可是，结果却说了。

开心的日子。

伤心的日子。

相信，在以后的日子。。

会有更多美好的回忆值得我去留恋。

2009-08-20T06:10:00.003+08:00

The simple & happy things in life.

* Off to bed now.. 6.21am. Yawnnnnzzzz..

P.S New blog song! I love! <3333

2009-08-20T04:15:00.004+08:00

Finally, i'm partially done with ERP project.
Time check!
It's 4.24am.
Now, we're just left with A DAY to do up the powerpoint slides.
Arrrrgggghhhhh ):

Earlier in the day, spent a busy day in school.
Proj, proj and still proj.. Never-ending...................
Rehearse skit with fellow BODs.
Cabbed to CP with Twinny to continue our proj. (Thanks twinny!)

Just something to share, which Me & Twinny found it funny..
The same shop assistant was at work today.
Twinny went to ordered food.
And the shopkeeper said, "Same as yesterday?"
Hahaha. So he remembered us. xD
I'm like their loyal customer now.
But i'm really in love with that place now! <3

Oh, and speaking of that...
I feel like going for this Sofa Acoustic Session at CP (:

* Picture credited to Casual Poet

"The Casual Poet Sofa Acoustic Sessions is a series of acoustic-only mini live shows featuring local or foreign independent musicians/mainstream performers. By putting the focus back to music, we hope to give you a most intimate and honest live show experience."

- quoted from Casual Poet's Blog

I was taking a break after doing proj at the shop, and decided to browse thru CP's blog.
And then i saw this post about the Sofa Acoustic Session.
Guess what?
The next moment, i realised the musician, Kathryn Wong was just beside me chatting with the shopkeeper.
After reading thru the blog entry by the shopkeeper, the story of how they met and how her music relates to the shopkeeper, it made me curious.
Now, i feel like hearing her music and feel it for my own.

Mmmm, shall give it a thought....

Random pictures at CP (:

When nothing gets into your head and boredom sets in...

P.S Somehow, i'm wishing for you. I miss baby ):

2009-08-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

Mundane school life.

WAD paper is over, now what's left is project.
Report and Website.. Arggghhh.
ERP report and ppt submission is this friday! ):
Omg, so so so dead.
No more sleeping early already for the next few days.
Hopefully after all the hard work, i will get to rest soon ):

On a happy note, got back our WAD results today.
Pretty satisfied with my result.
At least now i can put my mind at ease for that module (:
Concentrate on revision for ERP instead.

Back to my day..
School, then met Baby after lunch.
Train-ed down to Simei again -.-
This time is to Changi General Hospital to get a flu vaccination..
It was so painful luh ):
Though i didn't scream like what some did.
& now the pain is still there.. Ahhhh..
But my poor Baby has napfa tmr, & his left arm feels weak.
I hope Baby will made it through tmr (:

Left CGH, headed to Tamp One after that.
Frolick with Baby! :DD
Yumyumyumm. Hee.
But Baby said it's normal. I still like it anyway! :D
Coincidently, we met..................
Drew & Mich! Haha. How coincident!
Bus-ed home from Bedok Int.
Long bus ride home <3

Dinner with Baby over at my place.
Home sweet home!

Talked to someone earlier on.
It made me realise some stuffs.

Somehow, it all made sense. It really does.

Some things, i see it for myself.

I know it's true.

The rest, i can't make any verdict because it's all that i hear.

Whether to believe it or not, i'll have to see it for myself.

Trust.

If you know what is going on, you'll know what i'm saying.

That's all i could say.

P.S No more saturdays ):

2009-08-16T03:07:00.002+08:00

Saturdays are meant for you and me <3
Haha, just like what Mom said.

Anyway, Baby & I went to watch the latest Jack Neo movie, 吓倒笑 (:
The name really says it all. Haha.
It's very very funny! Laughed & laughed.
Only some parts are scary..
The NG part of that indian actor trying to speak hokkien is super funny!

& Baby caught 2 pooh bears for me today <3
So cute. Though i really like the other red-shirt pooh ):
But it's okay (: At least i've got the other 2. Hee.
Now i have 4 soft toys from Baby already..
Mom just nagged at me for that xD
But i love soft toys! :D
Especially pooh and hello kitty! :DD
I'm sucha big fan of them! Haha.

Oh, everything is so coincidental today!
First, Baby and I met Sis and her Boyf at the bus stop then we took the same bus.
After that, Baby met Cousin and her boyf at his house's lift lobby. Haha.

I had a great time today ;)
And what's more, it's with Baby..
Always enjoy my day with him <3

Okay, let me end off with a picture of Baby (:
I was telling Baby this.
"Baby, come drive me home!"
(points at the Bob the Builder vehicle.)
Then i saw the red one.
"Eh no, drive me home in this!"
Baby looks cute here. *innocent look*
Haha But i still love it.

Baby, faster go get your license! xD
So you can drive my daddy's car! ;) Haha.

P.S i love my chip chip boy ♥♥♥

2009-08-15T16:04:00.012+08:00

Hey people! I'm back with my blog! :D
Been too busy to blog, so i privated my blog.
I'm gonna be so busy for the next few weeks or maybe a month or so ):
Ahhhhhh, so mnay things to do. So little time ): ):
And hong kong trip is coming up too (:
I believe everyone is feeling anticipated. 3 weeks.
I'm gonna miss my hols, though for a better cause.
But i'll miss family & twinny.. ):
Good thing is Baby is going for this trip too (:
Hopefully, this trip will be very enriching & fun. And not too stressful (:

Anyway, life's been pretty mundane.
Spending time on school work and cca.
Meeting up a couple of friends.
& some quality time with my babyboy.
Even though unhappy things happened a lot lately.
But however, we learn to pick ourselves up from where we fall (:

I'll blog about my day in the next post later ;) Hee.

Meanwhile, enjoy these 2 videos by 4 wacky guys from Orange Cove ;)

2009-08-08T12:04:00.004+08:00

Will be gone for now..

But i will be back soon.

However, taggggss will still be replied (:

P.S Was reading casual poet's blog, find it so inspiring.

"Lives are rivers. We imagine we can direct their paths, though in the end there's but one destination, and we end up being true to ourselves only because we have no choice."

-quoted from causual poet blog

2009-08-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

I don't like to do such quiz..
Or even notes on fb. (i'm just lazy)
But since i'm free now, i did.

Omg!
4th post for today!
Okay, enough enough.
Shall end it all here.

2009-08-07T20:45:00.006+08:00

50 Little Secrets. Be honest no matter what.
Then tag at least 10 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
Nisa, my school mate.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Home.

03. Your relationship status?
Attached (:

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes, definitely.

05. What is your current mood?
Maybe the sky is crushing on me...

06. How many siblings do you have?
3 siblings.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Pauline, Kerri, Vincent.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
No idea. Maybe the beach?

09. Have a crazy side?
I think i do?

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Almost got knocked by a bike? Does that count? Thanks to my dear friend.. -.-

11. Something you do a lot?
Think i guess. I tend to think alot.

12. Angry at anyone?
Yes and No.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing's stopping me, cos i've found my guy.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Wait, let me count... 3 hours ago?

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Shall not reveal.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
How can i be a better person?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My Mom? Haha.

18. What is your favorite song?
Currently i supposed it's Not Meant To Be sang by Theory of a Deadman.

19. What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz! Duh! *shrugs*

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
ISS shirt given by school. LOL.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
(:

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Mmm, i need to think. Too many leh. Clement? Fattah? Terry?

24. Describe your life in one word?
Messed up. Though i'm trying hard to fix it.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
You.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Texting i supposed.

27. What are you listening to now?
Elyzia's puffer fish (:

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Opps, i can't remember. Probably a close friend (:

29. Who was the last person who yelled at u?
Mom probably..

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
HPYs.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
You.

34. What do you hear?
Brother's friend talking on skype. -.-

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Both? Lols.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No.

37. Do you have a best friend(s)?
Yes! :D

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes.

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Once i think? Haha.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Honest answer is no. But i'm trying to be contented (:

42. Are you jealous right now?
I think i have the same answer as Jo sis. (Find out yourself)

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
Just a watch.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Right now, doing this quiz which i don't like ):

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Like duh! ):

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I supposed so.

47. Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
Mmm.. Maybe just a little? More disappointed in myself.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Unfortunately, i can't recall anything. XD

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
4am i think.

50. Tag ten people?

★Jaena
★Twinny
★Joyce
★Ronald
★Weishan
★Davin
★Mien
★Jor
★Henry

2009-08-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

{Random}

Bestie: Muttons at Midnight. So funny uh those 2 idiots.
Me: *can't remember my reply*
Bestie: So cool to be DJ. How to be a radio DJ?
Me: *can't remember my reply again*

Bestie: Imagine i become a DJ, no one listens to that station.

Me: I'll be your first listener!

Bestie: Hahaha. First and last listener. No one else will listen. Or we can host together..

Hahaha. But till now, this still makes me laugh..

No idea why, but i find it funny! xD

2009-08-07T20:03:00.002+08:00

Finally back home after a long day..
I'm so restless now ):
Had only 2 hours of sleep the day before.
& now my back and feet hurts ):

{National Day Celebration in school}

Anyway, we celebrated National Day in school today.
It was pretty fun, though a little boring.
Took loads of pictures with classmates!
With Mr George & Mdm Seet too. Hee..
There was one which i took with the malay girls, i totally love it! :D
Can't wait to get the picture from J!!
I'm so glad that our class actually got 3rd for the National Day video (:
Mr George is elated! Haha.
Great effort to everyone who was involved!
Went around to take pictures with Twinny & J.
Patronised my dear QC's booth.
Me & Twinny both placed an order for a T-shirt from them ;D

{Sarah National Day Celebration}

Today's event was pretty successful (:
Apart from a little lack of materials & we finished a little late.
But overall, i thought it was good.
I believe that the members enjoyed themselves too!
Great effort for Jennifer..
And the rest of the BODs & members.

Been keeping myself really occupied with everything.
So that i could take my mind of things.

Met Mom for dinner (:
Some heart-to-heart talk.
It was good (:
Mom said: You're still young. You've got a lot more to learn.
And i totally agree with her.
Maybe i should heed her advice.
Thanks Mom! I love you! <3

Tomorrow is Fran's & Tasha's birthday celebration.
I think i'll be giving it a miss.
Don't really feel like going, even though i really wanna meet them! ):
But i guess i'll take a break.
Spend some quiet time on my own.
Maybe i could start reading my new novel or even start sewing my laptop bag (:
Will see how.

P.S It's like losing a part of me, but am still holding on...

2009-08-07T00:54:00.005+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT!

12:34:56AM 07/08/09

It's 123456789!

So freaking cool rght? (:

J, i've got the seconds! Hahaha.

2009-08-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

Even though i lost something, but i gained something in exchange.
I'm so glad i've finally let it all out at once.

Bucket of tears are no longer precious, or has never been.
I can shed as much as i like.
So much that i could probably drown myself, get out of breath & eventually pronounce dead.

When can i ever get it right?
Just like how you want me to.

Or will i always stay the same?
And get it wrong all the time.
It's like one step forward & two steps back.

I could no longer grasp what's going on..
To be or not to be...
Is up to me now... Like for real this time..

2009-08-01T00:45:00.003+08:00

BAD DAY!

I don't know why.

No appetite for lunch.

No mood.

Keep saying the wrong things..

Argggghhhh~

But however, a couple of people & things made my day somehow (:

Had fun doing work with Bestie & Mich in class.

Crap like we usually do.

Faris & Fatin were so adorable during teambuilding.

This benjamin's action, also very funny & cute.

Teambuilding was great i guess, laughed so much at all their funny actions.

Took lots of pictures as well.

(Took some especially for HPY!)

Hahaha, i finally know who is that new member ;D

Dinner with Paulina & Twinny at KFC.

Chatted a lot even though we're tired. (:

All these, somehow made my day...

Just like how................................................

SWEETS~~~~~~~

MAKE ME SMILEEEEEE! :DD

I bought a new novel today (: Teehee!
And a scrap book. I'm so happy!

& yesterday i bought cloth from Cheenatown! ;D

Double hapiness, haha!

I'm off to bed now..

Feeling kinda sick ): ): ):

Update soon!

2009-07-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

You know i love you, b. ♥

2009-07-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

LACK OF UPDATES, I KNOW.
WAY TOO LAZY TO UPDATE....
SOON SOON SOON SOON SOON... (:
JUST STAY TUNED..

SHALL REPLY TO SOME TAGGGGSSS.

JAENA: Yeap, we MUST okay. If not we'll nvr be able o meetup. Anytime you're free. soon soon okay! (:
Me: Yesyes! We must! I'll try my very best okay! :D Miss you hell loads. <3>

JPJP: CHEER UP LA. YOU GOT EMPTY CUPBOARD, FIND THINGS TO FILL IT. IF YOU HAVE A EMPTY HEART, FILL IT WITH THINGS YOU LOVE.
JPJP: CHEER UP LA! OR I WAVE POM POMS HOR!
Me: Thanks J! I'm okay! :DD Love you!

Xinhui: hello garl!! cheer up yeah. remember ur url for the blog? is happy days nt emo days. aniway relink me too! and take care yah
Me: Hey girl! (: Yeah, i'll be okay. Thank you so much! :D Will relink you soon!

Sinyee: Twinny!!!!!! ;D i bet everything fine now? cheers! ;D seeyou hee!
Me: Hey twinny! Yupp, it is (: Thanks for everything girl! Love you many many! <3

Mien: Quit being emo, eileen... Things will be fine.
Me: Hello Mich! :D Geeee, thanks! I'll be okay! (:

2009-07-22T13:40:00.002+08:00

感觉好陌生

虽然心里真的很难受

可是还是决定忍下

希望雨后会看见彩虹

如何度过明天。。

2009-07-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

Everything will come to an end, even the life of a simple cupboard.

The only thing that will be left.... is a feeling of endless emptiness.

2009-07-17T01:01:00.003+08:00

看了第一集后，有好多感触哦。
The show was good and so touching.
I couldn't help it but to shed tears.
Star for the first episode was 阿布(Ah Bu).
And he visited China, Sichuan.
Under the Volunteer organization - Friends of Caring Hearts China Education (Charity) Foundation

They enter the earthquake zone in Sichuan China to donate books and computers to the villagers and victims of the disaster.
He visited the schools and plays with the children.
He also resides near the earthquake zone to experience the daily life of the locals, scenery and culture.

Some of the things they did.
They had to build library and assemble computers.
They also taught the students English, Chinese, Co-curricular activities and health education.
The most touching part was when they went to visit the families of the students who are affected by the earthquake and to prepare financial aid and study grants for the students.

Those kids are so adorable.
& i really pity them for having such poor living standards.
You could really see how happy they were to have books available for them to read.
To have a place, a library where they can read.
It was just pure happiness.

Life is never fair.
Some people get more, some people get less.
We are really fortunate to have all the good facilities.
Sometimes, i think we should just be more contented with what we have.
And not ask for more (:
Yes, a reminder to myself too (:

P.S Next week's star is Mindee Ong. Do watch! ;D

2009-07-13T00:45:00.004+08:00

Just finish uploading some ayg pictures on facebook. (:

School at 8am later.

But here i am still blogging.

I'm rather tired and sleepy.

Yet, i can't get to sleep ):

Ain't feeling too good i guess.

Received a text from Bestie just now.

And it just came to my mind that exams is around the corner.

Like in a weeks' time.

Yet, i have no motivation at all to study ):

That's really really bad.

I don't know if i'm able to get up later ):

Arrrrggghhh~ I need to sleep!

I tell myself that it will better.

P.S I'm so missing you ):

2009-07-10T15:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE! <33

Hope you like the gift & card from me and yeeyee. Teehee!

Legally eighteen now (:

Have lots of fun on this special day!

2009-07-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

Day out with this lovely girl! :D

& this girl is getting much prettier.

Her hair is getting longer too!! (:

So much longer than before.

I enjoyed myself a lot that day.

It's been like i think 3 years since we last met?

It was great catching up!

Still talking a lot as usual (:

I can't wait for our next meetup!

I reckon it's gonna be so so so fun! :DD

Maybe we should meet up with the rest as well.

S-E-N-T-O-S-A! <3

2009-07-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

I still don't feel good.

My eyes still hurts, though better.

Everything still lingers.

对自己好失望。

2009-07-03T23:30:00.004+08:00

To that special someone who dropped me a mail...

I hope you'll read this. (:

Sometimes things just turn out the way we don't want to.

We might not want it to happen, but it just did.

I don't deny that i'm happy.

But i hope you'll be happy as well.

You're never in the wrong, so don't apologise.

You've always been great. Honestly.

No matter how far away we are from each other, you'll always be in my heart (:

Thanks for everything.

2009-07-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

Went for AYG this afternoon.

Cindy was the OIC for today :D
Worked with Piao Xue, Joseph, Vye Ren & Edmund.

Just the 5 of us and Cindy.

Can you imagine???!!!!

Lack of manpowerrrrr.. ):

Supposed to have 2 volunteer at each area i think.

Apart from my area, the rest were alone.

Poor Ahmad who was on morning shift kept complaining that it was so bored. Haha.

Managed to catch up with the morning shift people during lunch (:

We ate what the army guys eat. -.-

Horrendous. But dinner was much better i think. (:

Afternoon shift was fun! Me & Piao Xue was at the same area.

Piao Xue is an intern at SSC. Nice girl (:

The guys were damn funny.

I carried a talkie with me during shift.

& i was listening to some of their conversation.

Talking about crap stuffs & Milo drinks. LOL.

This Edmund guy is a Milo freak. -.-

& Joseph kept complaining that Edmund keeps going to toilet.

The whole incident is just so hilarious!

And i made friend with the Security Police. Haha.

They were pretty nice to chat with as well (:

One of them said i looked like malay. -.-

I'm 100% CHINESE okay. Pure blood. Lol.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow's shift.

Hopefully, it'll be that fun too :D

Took pictures today, but don't think i can post it ):

For some reasons.

Ahhhhh, never mind.

I'm gonna end here for now.

Morning shift tomorrow! ):

& some ITE award ceremony at Singapore Swiming Club in the evening.

Ciaaaaaoooo! :DD

Ending off with pictures of my badge :D

2009-07-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

You're the kind of friend that everyone would love to have.

Thank you for being my friend. <33

You've been really awesome.

I'll never forget all the things you've said.

Thank you, thank you & still thank you!

2009-07-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴

天灰了快乐总有限期

从来都陷在孤独的流沙里

忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空

精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过

我的世界是零下的沙漠

其实我也想要拥抱的温柔

融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破

还有谁能够紧握着我的手

陪着我期待消失的彩虹

2009-07-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

It's about time for me to blog about these 3 day event that left all of us with great memories! :D

{DAY ONE}

First day of ITE International Student Seminar 2009.

I guess everyone was pretty excited about it.

Event was held at ITE Simei.

I believe it was the most appropriate place for such international event. (:

When i reached Simei, it was filled with huge crowd.

And the first person i saw was Alif. Haha.

Met up with the rest and Teacher-In-Charge, Mr Timothy.

Breakfast was provided. (Duh, we paid for it.)

Attended the opening ceremony (:

Some performances and opening speech. Then, it was tea break.

After break, there was a performance by ITE's very own dancers from CeMTA.

Mr Ng, Chairman of SYOGOC kicked off the event with the sub-theme, Youth Energy.

Then, the student's presentation and panel discussion.

After lunch, we went out on our social & cultural visit with the HK students.

Orchard Road & Singapore River.

We were practically just hanging out among our groups.

Kind of a disappointment.

But still, we had fun! :D

The rest went off from One Fullerton.

While Me, Redha & Hamzy headed back to Vivo with the HK students.

Met up with Baby & his mates for dindin.

Home Sweet Home~~

{Photos from day one}

Opening ceremony & performance.

Tea Break! (:

Me, Syuha, Hamzy, Arjun & Azim.

ITE student's presentation.
Top: I've forgotten their group name.
Below: POTOS.

Panel of judges.

Group mates! :DDDD

Hong Kong students (:
They were so fascinated by the ice cream stall.
They were taking pictures away, haha.
Ice cream uncle must be damn happy that day, selling so many ice cream. Hahaha!

Went over to One Fullerton.
Took some pictures.

Picture with group mates & Mr Timothy :D

{Day Two}

Breakfast as usual.

Guest speaker, Mr Tai, Director of DP Architects PL started off with the day's program.

Sub-theme of Youth Equation.

Then, the presentation from students & panel discussion.

Second Speaker was Dr Alice Yuk from HKIVE on the sub-theme, Youth Care.

As usual, it was followed by presentation from students & panel discussion.

Last speaker of the day was, Dr Fernando, Keio-NUS Cute Center.

Then, it was again presentation from students & panel discussion.
After all the talks, we went on for our industrial visit to NeWater (:

Back to Simei for Social Night.

Our group was very very early, so we went to find a place to chill.

It was then that Mr Timothy told us about some psychology stuffs.

Coolio! :DDDD

Got to know some interesting stuffs.

* Social Night *

Social Night was fun!

Dance performance by ITE students & HK students.

Awesome awesome! :D

And danced the night away~~

Though the music was just so-so.

But with great company, everything else was fantastic! :D

Took pictures as well.

Someone was so excited to be able to take pictures with the German guys. Haha!

{Photos from day two}

Before & After. Haha!
Some typo error in the presentation. XD

Panel of judges.

Left: Awesome groupmates! :D
Alif, Syuha, Me, Shu peng, Fazlin, Fatin & Hamzy.

Right: Awesome friends from ISS! :D
Zhen yu, Sam, Rex, Me & Rachel.
I had a hard time trying to get Sam & Rex to take picture. -.-

Guest speaker from HKIVE.
She was great i must say!
During the talk, she sang a Cantonese song which i know! Hehe (:

Student's presentation & panel discussion.

Last speaker, Dr Fernando & student's presentations.

Panel discussion.

Industrial visit to NeWater!
Ohh, and that's Redha! Haha (:

One: Failed attempt! Blur picture!
Two: Better! But still a little blur.
Three: Great! Finally, the best picture! Haha. :D

Tour guides for the day (:

Random shots of the crowd! :D

Syuha, Azurah & Redha.
Alan & some random shots (:

Random shots again.
I thought it was pretty nice (:

Our feets & the pretty lightings :D

Dance performance by ITE students on during Social Night.
On the left are the emcee. (HK students/dancers)

Dancers from HK & ITE! :D

Top: Group photo together with Mr Zaki's group! :D
Bottom-left: With the German guys (:
Bottom-right: "Clubbing" night. Haha! Everyone dancing their night away~

{DAY THREE}

Last day of ISS2009, Closing Ceremony.

Students from HKVTC kicked off the day's programme (:

Band performance & skipping performance.

Looking at their skipping performance, i think of those times during Pri School.

(Awwww~ I miss my skipping kakis in Pri School. Haha. So fun!)

Then, it was followed by a singing performance by ITE students from CeMTA.

Song entitled, One Voice.

I like their performance. It was great! :D

Then, there was speech by the MP of Hong Kah GRC, Mr Zaqy Mohamad.

(Same pronounciation as Mr Zaki. Haha.)

Some videos featuring all that happened throughout the 3 days.

Finale by CeMTA (:

END OF THE 3 DAYS EVENT~~~~

Lunch with groupmates.

Brought the HK students (Fatin's group) to Tamp One after lunch.

Nice & funny people! :D

I love it when they do the Jackie Chan "thing"!

Damn hilarious!!!!

Awwww~ I'm starting to miss them again...

Although it was just a short period, but i really enjoyed the time spent with them (:
I had to bid goodbye to them earlier to go back Simei for some briefing ):

Side-track.

Went back Simei, met up with Baby.

Went for the briefing on the HK Exchange Programme.

Bla bla bla bla bla~

Met new friends and all (:

Supposed to meet Baby's mates & Mr Zaki for Transformer, but the show was too late.

So, Baby & I went to catch the show on our own.

Went Suntec.

The lady was really nice to us, gave us a good seat :D

Home sweet home after a tiring day..

{Photos from day three}

Performance by the HK students :D

Left: Singing performance by CeMTA.
Right: Performance by HK students.

Dance finale by CeMTA.

Left-top: Picture with the adorble Robert (:
Syuha think he's adorable too. Hee.
Left-bottom: Picture taken in Cold Storage. Haha!
Right: Random shots of the HK students (:

Last picture!
Syuha, Me & Hamzy's lanyard! :D

2009-07-01T14:48:00.000+08:00

What a night! :D

Just came back from Mr Zaki's place for a BBQ session (:

It was a blast!

Had helluva fun with these awesome people.

& laughed alot at all the funny things they do.

For girls, there were Fatin, Redha, Azurah, Xinyue, Mastura, Farhana & Me.

And for the guys, there were Baby, Dexter, Ignatius, Davin, Bestie & Alif.

Dex & Ignatius was seriously very disturbing just now.

Ahhh, but oh well, it was all just in the name of FUN.

& i feel quite bad about all the bruises i left on Ignatius's arm XD

I chased him all around just to get his mobile phone.

But i must really say this!!!!!

他真的很贱！

And i was so upset with him just now.

Arrrrgggghhhhhh! And i think i still am ):

But forget it.

This morning, i thought for a long time whether to go or not.

Apparently, i wasn't in the mood for enjoyment.

The night before, i couldn't sleep.

Yes, another sleepless night ):

After all that happened the day before, how could i get to sleep.

Everything was running thru my mind.

I don't feel good.

Cos it hurts so bad, & yet i can't do anything about it.

All i could do was to say a whole lot of crap.

I so wanna be there.

I'm sorry for being such a useless person.

Mmm.. I know i should get those negative thoughts out of my mind.

I have been reprimanded alot.

And how contradicting?

Asking others to think on the brighter side.

Then, here i am having all the negative thoughts.

Go on, laugh at me.

Cos i'm laughing at myself too.

And having a taste of my own tears.

But then again, i'm glad i didn't give the BBQ a miss.

Even though i was constantly being bullied by that 2 irritating guys. XD

I still had a good time (:

Well, we seldom have the chance to gather together. Isn't it?

Everything was great!

Apart from the fact that Baby was very sick ):

It made me so worried & i feel so bad that i couldn't do anything to make him feel better ):

And the whole night he was bbq-ing away most of the time..

And yet after that, he still send me home.

Worst is, he has to wake up rather early for AYG tomorrow.

Siggggghhhsss, i hope Baby will recover soon! ):

Had a bet with Baby just now XD

He said that i'm gonna fall sick tomorrow.

I said i won't.

And so, we betted a dollar. Haha!

I'd better get to bed now, so that i won't be sick tomorrow.

I don't wanna catch Baby's flu bug..... ):

* Haaaaaaaaa~ chhheeewwww~ *

P.S Photos from ISS09 are being edited already! :D

Will upload them soon.. Hee.

AYG has started! I'm so excited! :DDDDD

Woooohoooo~

2009-06-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

SUCH A BIG JOKE!

HAHAHAHAHA.

So not worth it at all.

:DDDDDD

I'm laughing REAL HARD! -.-

2009-06-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

In case you guys have been wondering...

Why there are no updates these few days.

I'm busy with the ITE International Student Seminar 2009 :D

Fun, excitement, awesome, crazy, exhausted.

All these to describe the event and how i'm feeling.

Social Night was pretty great today!

With awesome performance & partying all night long (:

Time to head to bed, i'm really tired..

Last day of ISS tomorrow.

Be back to blog soon!

Stay tuned for lots of pictures! :DDD

2009-06-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

{FRIDAY}

Baby took these photos.

I edited it for fun (:

The food we had. Baby's burger & my salmon.

My root beer float :D

{SUNDAY}

Out with family - Cheenatown.

Supper - Teochew porridge at Henderson Rd
Durian aftermath (:

2009-06-20T16:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BABY! :DDD

You're turning old. Haha!

Mr Old Man (:

{YESTERDAY}

Spent a lovely evening with Baby (:
Dinner at Billy Bombers (Bugis).
I had the catch of the day which was salmon, while Baby had his huge burger..
Food was good.
Even better with Baby's company :D
Simple dinner with awesome company..

Walked around after dinner.
And Baby sent me home (:

I'm so glad that Baby liked the customized gift :D
(I forgot to take picture of it. ): Argggghhh~)
I really put in a lot of effort.
So happy that it turned out really good!

Called Baby, wanted to be the first to wish him happy birthday.
But i was 3 mins early, haha.
Waited for the clock to strike 12.
Yay, and i'm the first! :D
Chatted with Baby.

And off to lalaland~~

2009-06-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY BABY! ♥♥♥

On the very same date, 3 months ago....
You made me the happiest girl in the whole universe :D

3 awesome months.
12 weeks.
84 days.
2016 hours.
120 960 minutes.
7 257 600 seconds.

You make me feel butterflies in my stomach.
You make my heart skip a beat.
You make me wanna fall in love over and over again.

Unhappy moments there may be.
But each day still gets better with you around.
Knowing that you'll aways be there for me.
It is more than anything else.

Thanks Baby for giving me countless happy memories that i'll never forget (:

I love you. ♥♥

2009-06-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

{YESTERDAY}

It feels good to be home!! :D
I had a rather tiring day.
But i do feel good.

Apart from the freaking hot weather.
And some unhappy incidents.
It was an awesome day! :D

A last minute notice the day before telling us that Student Seminar meeting is compulsory toda.
So, i went to school to attend the meeting at 10.30am.
We were being brief on the details for the 3 days.
Pretty confusing i thought.
So many different timings and programmes.
Very tight schedules.
I was hoping to be under the care of Mdm Saadiah ):
But then, it's okay.
At least i have all the awesome people with me :D
Looking forward to next week, apart from having to reach Simei very early ):
Now i gotta go do more research on Orchard Road & Singapore River.
And daxigua keep disturbing me. Arggghhh! ):
Bully bully bully~~~~

After meeting, i went on for some retail therapy alone.
It's good to be alone sometimes (:
Shop shop shop~
First, i went to IMM to do some shopping at Daiso.
I had to get some stuffs for my acccesories
Shopped around, and bus-ed down to NAFA.
Had to get some printing done (:
Xerox was rather busy that day, quite a lot of customers.
After that, went to meet Yeeyee to do project (:
Yuppp, it's almost done! I'm so happy!

AND I DID THE SILLIEST THING EVER
I went to Topman, wanted to get a size S for the plain white jersey.
But to no avail, they only had M & L.
So i train-ed over to Marina.
Size S was available, but i got M instead. -.-
But good thing is that, i managed to purchase size S for Sis.

HOME SWEET HOME~

2009-06-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

Initially, i had written a pretty long post.
But then again, decided not to post it.
So hence, i deleted it (:

Yet another day went past.
How time flies........
Don't you guys agree?

Spent my morning watching teeveeeee.
Awesome shows in the morn. :D
Debbie Travis Painted House & Pantry Paid.
I love both shows <3

Accompanied Baby to collect his Ipod Touch at Sim Lim in the afternoon.

Dessert at Bugis.

Headed to Suntec & home from there. (:

Spent my time watching teeveeee again when i'm home :D

All the nice nice shows. Heeee..

Didn't really feel like going online today.

Especially today, i don't know why.

So hence, i am here blogging..

& probably going to bed right after this.

Student Seminar meeting tomorrow morn ):

I kinda dread going for the meeting tomorow.

I hope Bestie's gonna appear tomorrow (:

Ahhhh, okay.

I'm gonna end here for now... :D

我的生活，我自己掌握。
接下来的日子，不知该怎么走。
可是，只要跟着自己的心走。
我相信，一定会找到自己要走的路。

2009-06-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

Totally enjoyed my day with these awesome people :D

& thanks Baby for making the effort to come meet me, even though you're tired.

Love you <33

Thanks for the awesome day, everyone! :DDD

Yay, i'm so happy that the thing is almost doneeeeee.

Almost finishing with the design.

Love love love love love it. :DD

Heeeeeeee...

Hoping it will turn out all good! Wheeeee~

I'm off to bed soon.

Pretty tired.

My eyes are closing already...

Ciao! :D

P.S Baby, thanks for doing all the things that you did! ♥♥♥

2009-06-16T15:34:00.000+08:00

我怎么舍得。

应该办不到吧。

一切都变得不一样了。

如何才能够回到从前。

P.S All the best to my dearest bro, Gerald Lim Jia Qi for his auditions! :D
Must jiayou okay!
Must go through the 2nd round horrrrrrr! :D
Awaiting for your good news! Heeeeee.

2009-06-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to blog about.
My mind seems to be blank.

Anyway, on a happy note.
Meeting up with Miss Oily, Mr Javier, hpys Rorogan & Nanateo tomorrow! :D
K-session of course! :D
I'm soooooo excited about tomorrow.
Yay, finally can go SING together! :D

On another note, i'm excited about something else too.
I hope everything will go well (:
Woooooooooooooohooooooooooo~

Shall end here for today! :D
Back for updates soon.
Heeeee... Maybe tomorrow?

追求平凡，简单，快乐的生活。

要求很多吗？

漫长的等候，让人特别失落。。。。

2009-06-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

Friday [12.06.09]

Orientation for Interact Club April 09 Intake.
Number of people attended was disappointing ):
But i'm still glad the QC girls made an effort to attend the presentation part. (:
And the rest who made an effort to attend the whole orientation (:
I hope they enjoyed it :D
Let the pictures do the talking for now.
Pictures credit to Joyce & whoever who took pictures :D
(I'm not too sure who took the pictures)

After orientation, dinner with HPYs, Joyce & Baby at Queensway (:
Laksa as usual. Then, walked around in Anchorpoint & Ikea.
Was pretty moody that day.
But well, it was okay after that (:
Home Sweet Home~

Satuday [13.06.09]

AYG training at Toa Payoh Sports Hall in the morning.
I woke up late, so had to take a cab down instead ):
Registered and waited for about half an hour before proceeding into the Sports Hall.
Found myself a seat, and waited again.
Short presentation of the map of the whole area.
Then, went for a short walk-thru.
Back for a short break and went to our respective IC for individual briefing.
My role is pretty easy! :D Hee.
&&& fellow volunteers are awesome! (:
Went for another walk-thru with IC & fellow volunteers.
Back for break & another briefing, then proceeded with the integrated walk-thru.
Everything went pretty well, i supposed (:
De-brief & it was the end of the whole training.

Home Sweet Home~~

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Came home for a nap.
All the way till night time.
Met Baby at Marina for a midnight movie.
Ghosts of Girlfriends Past.
Although the ending was expected.
But i thought it was pretty touching towards the end (:
Baby went to try out the machine again, but didn't manage to get any soft toy.
But it's okay (:
Baby have gotten two! :D
&& it's now lying on my bed.
Mom's gonna nag at me soooon ):

Ohhh yeah.
Yesterday was Baby's Bro birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
(He's not gonna see this, but just for fun!)
So Baby bought a piece of cake for him before we head back.
Stayed over at Baby's place (:
It's always nice waking up, having your loved one just right beside you (:

I woke Baby up this morning, and i went back to sleep XD
I think i did have a good rest this time.
Being woken up by Baby in the afternoon ):
Baby's Mom bought breakfast/lunch. Haha.
So i had no choice, but to eat some.
On the other hand, i was hungry as well.
Train-ed home after that.
While Baby & his Mom went Suntec for the IT Fair.
&& Baby bought I Touch :D
Time for me play tooooo! Muahahaha.

Watched Memoirs of a Geisha :D
It was nice.
&&& internet connection SUCKED! ):
I'm feeling tired now.
Shall end here for now....
Ciao~~